Monday, June 20, 2005

I am not a quitter but I am going to quit

I am officially done smoking. I was sitting at home tonight working on some non profit stuff and I had a huge craving for a cigarette. Luckily I had some left over from this weekend so I went outside and smoked one. Although I recently starting smoking socially it is starting to become a bad habit. The more I smoke the more I crave it. Smoking is so relaxing, after you take your first drag you become so relaxed and it feels oh sooo good. While I was sitting outside I realized that I don't want to be a smoker anymore. I am taking the cigarettes I have left and I am going to take them with work with me tomorrow and throw them in the trash.

How could something so bad make you feel so good?

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

I'm SOOOOO dissapointed in you Cesar. You kicked the habit for a while, and just because people around you were doing it, you picked it back up!!!!! If your friends were jumping off the Empire State building without parachutes would you do it too?! Just so you fit in?! hmmmm???? I'm so dissapointed in you. You are a weakling.

Just Me said...

Yea, I think I would jump off the Empire State building if my friends were jumping off. Wouldn't you?