Monday, June 20, 2005

I am not a quitter but I am going to quit

I am officially done smoking. I was sitting at home tonight working on some non profit stuff and I had a huge craving for a cigarette. Luckily I had some left over from this weekend so I went outside and smoked one. Although I recently starting smoking socially it is starting to become a bad habit. The more I smoke the more I crave it. Smoking is so relaxing, after you take your first drag you become so relaxed and it feels oh sooo good. While I was sitting outside I realized that I don't want to be a smoker anymore. I am taking the cigarettes I have left and I am going to take them with work with me tomorrow and throw them in the trash.

How could something so bad make you feel so good?

Sunday, June 19, 2005

It's been a long, long time

So much has happened since my last post but most of you that keep up with me know most of it. I am going to try to get back intoit and keep most of my life online...well not most of it but the part that I want to share online.