I am not a quitter but I am going to quit

I am officially done smoking. I was sitting at home tonight working on some non profit stuff and I had a huge craving for a cigarette. Luckily I had some left over from this weekend so I went outside and smoked one. Although I recently starting smoking socially it is starting to become a bad habit. The more I smoke the more I crave it. Smoking is so relaxing, after you take your first drag you become so relaxed and it feels oh sooo good. While I was sitting outside I realized that I don't want to be a smoker anymore. I am taking the cigarettes I have left and I am going to take them with work with me tomorrow and throw them in the trash.

How could something so bad make you feel so good?

It's been a long, long time

So much has happened since my last post but most of you that keep up with me know most of it. I am going to try to get back intoit and keep most of my life online...well not most of it but the part that I want to share online.